happy birthday damian.

damian.

yesterday was hard.

such beautiful moments were shared.

dancing, your excitement, christmas as a child.

tears rolled with my hands antsy for grasping something real. atoms & strands.

my mind is sparking and filling with smoke.

thank you.

miss you.

#1 Da Duss

i met up with my family this past weekend in lava hot springs and my mom & dad asked me if i needed them to bring me anything.

i need toilet paper.

our house NEVER has enough toilet paper. i swear.

so my dad brought me 6 rolls.

i got to idaho yesterday and went into the guest bathroom and there was NO toilet paper!

come to find out my dad gave me EVERY roll of toilet paper in the house besides in his bathroom and allen's.

i have the greatest dad.

i sincerely miss this moment.

pt II

i wish i had the pencil i loved so much earlier.

its okay that i don't because it wasn't mine to have.

we can't have everything we want.

but that's why we treasure the things we do have.

change all of the "we"'s to "i"'s

crystal healing

i can be a hermit.

i love to be surrounded by the things most comfortable to me.

that doesn't mean

location, but sentiment.

marysol

the water waves me down like a taxi.

the moon directs me towards it.

i walk on my side to reach my happiness.

directness would be easier but against my nature.

the seafoam allows tranquility that mixes with dreams.

the sun and the ocean are my life, and escape from it.

orgManic

the cherries were bursting with color & juice that when squeezed they just multiplied.

my eyes turned into avocados and my skin more and more into a tomato. sliced and peeled my clothes shred and my smile larger.

my soul divulged itself 3x the bushel then my stomach.

even the dogz in chile drink