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"Some of the deadliest snakes are also the most beautiful.

i love you so much because you are so beautiful yet so venom-less."- CF

surfaced

silky & sleek

slipping from the sky.

i invited you.

the drip is pulsating

my skin is ridged & warped.

i've been cleansed of your scent.

sweet, but fading.

fading faster then even i hoped.

i need

to laugh harder more often.

like the type of laughs where my throat hurts after and I've lost my breath.

the type of laugh that lingers for the rest of the day every time I picture the scenario.

the type of laugh where my eyes water

the type of laugh where i lose balance and control over my body

the type of laugh where my heart beats fast and my adrenaline starts to flow.

the type of laugh that happens at least once every time i hang out with my bff.

INFILTRATING & INVADING

its time to disappear.

princess peach

you are my inspiration, my mirror image, my mentor, my partner, my partner in crime, my rock, my logic, my guardian, my guard dog, my sister, my confidant, mi familia, my lover, my housemate, my vaccination, my defense, my support, my special earthling.

so fortunate to know you & to experience you.

i owe so many thanks.

feliz twenty two.

kiss kiss.

turn that frown upside down

despite my public plea for sun this morning its been raining.

and i've actually loved it.

i carried my sun crystal in my pocket all day at work for the extra boost i needed.

up & at 'em

Here comes the sun king

Here comes the sun king

Everybody's laughing

Everybody's happy

Here comes the sun king

Quando paramucho mi amore de felice carathon

Mundo paparazzi mi amore cicce verdi parasol

Questo abrigado tantamucho que canite carousel

disconnected

ive been feeling really distant from my phone.

& from certain loved ones.

why can't i ever balance out ?

i have such a hard time spreading myself out sometimes... at the same time i struggle to focus my energy on one thing.

i don't know how to get what i want

but part of the problem is knowing what i want.

human

snap

crackle pop

misting on my skin.

the ocean is calling me.

feliz easter

i left these surprises on pammy & greggy's computer for them.

me wearing alex's tshirt as pj's.

they want us to get married so i'm sure its fine that i didn't ask for permission.

katie's mom (pam) & i had a push up contest.

she did twice as many as me.

i knew she was superhuman after seeing the homemade marshmallows & the wedding she put together & the masses of people she can feed with no time.

but the pushups... the pushups is what really tipped me off.

sun lizard

az= my future.

i want the colors.

i want a cactus.

i want elmers.

everyday.

i want the energy i feel here.

i want the sunsets.

i want the positioning of the stars.

i'm feeling greedy.