moon crab

so long #25, you have been nothing but kind, full of laughter, and unforgettable memories, but as much as I'd love to hold on, I have no choice. 26 has a lot to live up to after how good you were to me, but I'm excited to see what adventures you bring, the growth, and the inspiration. I'm open to anything so I think you are finding me at a good time 26. be kind.

playdate

My constant state of missing you
cannot
will not
ever replace
the intensity of emotion when are vibes dance,
bounce,
doing cartwheels together.
playfully playing leap frog with your poison dart legs
and i leap and clasp my cougar paw on your leg.
freckle. ( you know, my favorite one.)

my purrfect playmate
my best friend.

just right.

dry on my left.
and red on my right.

it's exactly what they said it wouldn't be.

you're just like a favorite pair of pants.
you seem to fit in all the right places.

snug around the middle.

i'll never take you off.

heat wayVe

sleepy sensations
send me to cactus plantations.

the heat drying out my lips.

an agave plant tripling in size.

maybe it's the drugs,
or the sun,
or the fact i'm dreaming.

what drugs ?

butterfly cage

the moisture goes unnoticed by this mask of a human being.
it glistens and rolls into the small crevice between the ego and the butterfly cage that has been in hibernation, slowly awakening the fluttering of awareness and defense.
the smallest wrinkle reminding me i'm not invincible.
i swat away the feeling to realize i have scared away much more.
the tear dried and unmarked.
i have not forgotten.

Schnucks

we are just two souls that connect so amazingly.
without gender or age
& some how got lucky enough to be family.

i love how resilient you are.
How you stick up for who you are and what you want.
i adore you.

Feliz Cumpleanos con todo mi corazon y alma.

people as blinks & glimpses

pendulum

restricted by these numbers
on my left wrist.

i daily escape and wander to the realms only i create.

this reality isn't confining, but expanisve and undefinable.

private and shared i lust for your fingers tapping on my
rusty hip bones.

your fiery lips spiraling mine into a frequency shared with my
increasing heartbeat.

tick tck tk

this metronome
is bro(k)en.

YMBF

Kam-a-lam

its beautiful to see the places we've been.
i wish i could take pictures of the places we will go in the future.
my mind can see them but they'll be better when actually experienced.
you always make things better.
its with you that my true laugh comes out.
that i smile so HARD my jaw hurts the next morning.
i love sharing my almonds with you. along with the same love nest.
remember the time when it was more then seeing but feeling the energy of the vast earth around us in south fork.
and dont forget about the time you came in on the train.
had a diet coke waiting.
i always do/will.
you are "that" person to me.
its undeniable.
i love you to our 12th planet and back a million times.

YMBF4L

Feliz Cumpleanos.

21 and never looked/felt better.

creature of comfort

every time i go sit outside i sit in the same spot.
every time.
i decided to move to a different spot.
to test out this side.
i gaze into the water beside me im reminded that so much is happening.
things these two eyes cant see.
i'm reminded that there are many things in this life undefinable by this brain.
what are the possibilities. my mind aches.
i am something bigger then what those two eyes can see.
a reminder i needed.

fall-ing

into place and outta shapes i recognize from 8th grade geometry.
thanks for your hard work & for the tender words.
its more then the phonetics it's the way you always say those things that make me tear.
i love you.
to infinity & beyond.

Pin the Junk on the Hunk

sustained.

the puppeteers have a mind of their own as they prance around pulling the strings attached to my heart.
i dont recognize the rhythm & trip all over my own feet.
but as i untwist i can tilt back with eyes closed.
the patterns are still there. the flash.
its only intensified & i hope that never changes.
& that's where my mind floats.
in change.
its there where my hands are hesitant yet antsy to allow dedication.
yearning for touch.
but finding a sense of accomplishment in their difference.
like that freckle.

sPecIaL

i'd <3 one of each.
thx.