the Workings

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

i'm coming back to life.

This is late because we'll the truth is, its hard to put in words what i feel for my older brother.

He is a quarter of a century old.

funnier.

smarter.

fresher.

wittier.

cruder.

more handsome.

more passionate...

then last year.

i love you jasito

is moving to provo TOMORROW!

so exited to have both my brothers/bff's in the same house.

summer 2k10 is gonna be bout the widdisons.

"Some of the deadliest snakes are also the most beautiful.

i love you so much because you are so beautiful yet so venom-less."- CF

silky & sleek

slipping from the sky.

i invited you.

the drip is pulsating

my skin is ridged & warped.

i've been cleansed of your scent.

sweet, but fading.

fading faster then even i hoped.

to laugh harder more often.

like the type of laughs where my throat hurts after and I've lost my breath.

the type of laugh that lingers for the rest of the day every time I picture the scenario.

the type of laugh where my eyes water

the type of laugh where i lose balance and control over my body

the type of laugh where my heart beats fast and my adrenaline starts to flow.

the type of laugh that happens at least once every time i hang out with my bff.

its time to disappear.